A message from the heart
Ishraqah — radiance, the light of a new dawn
I have grown to love you deeply, more deeply than I could have imagined, and you have become a source of immense happiness in my life. Your wellbeing matters to me in ways I can barely articulate; it has become as paramount to me as my own.
You are, without question, the best woman I have ever met.
In the time I have known you, I have grown in my faith, and grown in my own maturity as a person. You have motivated me to set robust goals and to pursue them with intention. You have shown me what genuine kindness and compassion look like. You have educated me about Islam, and in doing so, opened a whole world of meaning to me. You have filled my life with endless joy.
You are an angelic being; truly among the best of humanity.
When we first started dating, I know we rarely ever fought, and I know that eventually, we did start having a few fights and disagreements. But I really think, and you agree, that a lot of those moments pulled us closer together; the conflict, instead of tearing us apart, pulled us further in like two magnets connected across oceans, my little Qatari rat. I feel bonded to you in a way I have never felt bonded to anyone. The emotional depth we have built together is genuinely astounding, and I only wish to know and understand your soul more - which I have come to feel is also, in some beautiful way, my own soul.
I have failed at times to fully grasp you. But I think that is simply the necessary texture of growth; the honest, imperfect process of two people developing together, and for that I am truly grateful.
You are the most beautiful and intelligent person I have ever met. Our debates, your wonderful yaps, our simply talking - these are among the greatest sources of wisdom and joy in my life.
And your smile still takes me out. I genuinely cannot handle how radiant and perfect it is. Seeing you smile could motivate me to move mountains. One day, I will caress your beautiful cheeks while we play Stardew or Terraria side by side, or maybe we'll just be watching TikTok, or ... idk, having a movie night x
I could yap all day about the parts of you I absolutely adore, and I will - I have! - but I want to keep this concise for now.
some beautiful pics of my gorgeous ishybear
حُبُّكِ يا عَميقةَ العَينَينِ
تَطَرُّفٌ، تَصَوُّفٌ، عِبادَة
حُبُّكِ مِثلَ المَوتِ وَالوِلادَة
صَعبٌ بِأَن يُعادَ مَرَّتَين
Your love, O deep-eyed one -
is devotion, mysticism, worship.
Your love is like death and birth;
it cannot happen twice.
نزار قباني · Nizar Qabbani
the password is what you say when your family are around
a time capsule of the call we both know
i love you so much ishy ♡
us, so far
since the moment it became real
where could we be?
hover the cities to find out
Doha
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Sydney
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same sun and moon lights our days and nights though
there's one more thing — drag the key to the lock
what is the proper response to ditto?
thank you for existing, ishy.
please come back soon.
♡